5:48 pm I was thinking about writing more on astral projection, now I am for sure that I'm going to. That's the basis of all this: my life, my dreams and what makes me ME. Just look at my business card, isn't it awesome ?? I have been writing about my dreams the whole time. Fighting with people over it for a couple years now and making a whole bunch of new friends. I've been possessed and pushed to be ME and write my blog. Hell, my first post on here, in my inspiration blog, was about making yourself a star and writing Your own book of life. Your life. And right now I'm a bit pissed off because someone tried to tell me that I'm dreaming right now. Get Real buddy. I am very fully awake right now and I'm here to help. As someone else commented on another post awhile back, we are here to save Mother Earth, Gaia, and help bring her to 5D. You are the one dreaming buddy, your words proved that you are selfish and don't care about humanity. So thank you for helping me write this. And thank you to the woman who is debating over lucid and vivid dreams with me right now. Even tho I'm pretty sure she is getting pissed, I am having fun and learning how others think.
So, who cares what lucid and vivid mean to you, they are just labels. Labels to explain things we don't quite understand but want to talk about. She thinks I have the labels backwards, I don't. To me, if a dream is lucid, I know that I am dreaming and completely aware but....I can not do anything about what is going on, it is happening and I have to watch. But for some, that is what they called vivid. I feel that vivid is when you aware that you are lucid dreaming and take control, making it vivid. Is it all making sense ?? Who really cares ?? The whole point is to be aware that you can take control of dreams, you can make them what you want. Dreams are controlled by your subconscious, your mind, you have the power to change it. It doesn't matter what you call it, it's still the same.
Now for the big question, what is astral projection ?? Same with the lucid and vivid labels, who really cares ?? It's the ability to control your dreams, know that you are dreaming and know that you are having what is called an out of body experience. Also known as OBE. I've been saying it my whole life and will continue to say it, your dreams are showing you the future, you can sit back and take it or you learn to take control and make it what you want. It's really that simple. Too many people think about it too much and try way too hard. You just have to really want it and go for it. And of course don't think about it too much.
How do I know that I'm awake ?? I have a 14 year old daughter who is mad at me right now. I missed her 13th birthday and almost a whole year after, I forgot she was already 13 for a whole year. Anyway, I woke up today about 10 minutes before she came home. I make sure she has something to drink and something healthy to snack on when she gets home. She doesn't always like school food and doesn't eat lunch some days, I make sure she has lots of good stuff at home. Plus my dogs. They make me take them out so many times a day, especially on sunny days like today. They need fed also. And as much as they step on my feet and lick me, I know that I'm awake. When I'm dreaming, I rarely see myself. I don't try to look at myself much, I usually wake up. Some times I see myself when I look in a mirror but most often, I am someone else. It's one of the ways I know how to tell if I'm in someone else's dream or mine. I have said that many times before also, I dream about others more than myself. Well, I use to, the last two years have mostly been about Me.
And I know that I have never been wrong about any of this. Maybe I use the wrong words or labels but I still mean the same thing. My dreams come true, if I want them to. And that leads us to another myth.....that you can't be possessed in Astral. So not fucking true. You absolutely can be. How else can you explain that guy from Boston finding me all the way down here in the middle of PA ?? And then meeting Michael from Connecticut while locked up from the World, right here in Danville, PA ??!??
Nothing is a coincidence, nothing. The biggest way you can be possessed, is when you are not healthy. You have to eat right, drink lots of water and stay fit. Get regular check-ups, women especially, make sure you visit your gyno often and don't hold anything back; they are there to help you, don't lie or hide facts. And when you feel like something is wrong, like I did, do whatever you have to, to make someone listen. Don't sit back and let yourself almost die like I did.
Does meditation help ?? Absolutely. It will teach you to relax, stay calm and learn how to control your mind. In all areas of life, not just with astral projection and dreams, it helps with Everything. You seriously can heal your own body in many ways with meditation. Obviously not with teratoma tumors like I had, mine were killing me no matter what I did. They had to be removed. I like to think and believe that some day my left fallopian tube will grow back but I know that's almost impossible in today's world....but not totally. I'm going to work on it. And I have lots of proof that it was taken out. Way cool.
How else can you be possessed ?? By being weak. But not believing in yourself or your power. Others feed off your negativity and will make you even more weak. Which leads us to some more terms....demons, shadow people, djinn's.....I could go on. But they are all just labels. Labels for spirits. Souls, whether they are alive or dead. I will say this until I die, we are all energy. All of us, even the animals and trees. When you are dreaming, astrally projecting, whatever you want to call it, you are connecting with everyone. Especially if you think about them or they think about you. Like my dream last night, I won't go into details here, it was strange, but it was about my Uncle. I don't think about him but I was told that he has kittens. And I dreamed about that. The weird part was what he was doing to those kittens and how much it represents how I feel about him. So, since someone else talked to me about him and he showed up in my dream, I know that he is thinking about me. And he probably wants to give me something, but not those kittens he has. Does this makes sense and help ?? In my dream, I threw away the other present he gave me, I was mad about the kittens....which tells me that he is not giving them to me but I might be able to go get them if I'm willing to go see him.
Now, my grandpa was in my dream also. He passed in October but in my dream, I was at his house and he was alive. He was a shadow tho. Watching me. We didn't talk but I knew it was him. I've been doing this too long not to know and I have been trying to see the dead for about a year now. I know I can feel them and always have but to see them, that's tough for me. It makes it really hard to communicate with them, especially since I can't hear them either. Which is why I dream about them more than I feel or see them in Real life. So to me, shadow people are the dead who watch over you. If you can see them, they want to tell you something. I have never met a dead soul who wanted to harm anyone. They have, by trying to communicate, but they don't want to. We need to be more open to them, then no one will get hurt. The only souls I have encountered who do mean harm and do cause harm, are living souls. The ones people call Incubus' and Succubus'. They are just labels for souls who cause harm. And in my experience, not just personally either, I'm talking about thousands of real humans whom I have met and talked to also, these souls are Real living humans. Most don't have any idea what they are doing and the ones who do, they are the most evil. They know what they are doing and they can hurt so many other people. These are the Demons. They can disguise themselves as whoever they want and the Devil always appears as everything you wished for.
Don't believe that ?? It's the truth. There is no Devil, just humans disguised as 'him' and doing evil, even if it means pretending to be your biggest wish come true. The Devil is evil energy, presented in humans. That's why I'm an Angel. I'm powerful and I only use my power for good. I even cut my self in order to keep myself from harming others, who were hurting me. I was thinking of doing 'black magick,' which is thinking and causing harm on others, but I didn't want to do that. I am too kind and caring and want to Love everyone.
Now, I think and hope I've covered all the basics. I definitely hope it helps you. I'm tired of writing and you are probably sick of reading. I will write more later. And in case you didn't notice, I started a new category for astral projection, this will be the first post for that category.